shivver: (DT eek)
My husband got laid off this week.

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Yipes!

Apr. 10th, 2025 09:40 am
shivver: (Much Ado)
Post titles are so difficult sometimes.

Not so serious Yipes )

Serious Yipes )

Not Yipes at all )
shivver: (Bus floor Midnight)
Spring just started (not that you can tell here in the Pacific Northwest -- the weather is as cold and rainy as it always is from October through May), so it's time for spring cleaning! Except that's what I've been doing for the past few months anyway. Part of this semi-retirement gig I have going on was the promise of trying to clean up the house, and as I've noted recently, I've been focusing more on that in the last couple of months.

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shivver: (Bus floor Midnight)
So as you probably are aware, I used to be employed by the company my husband still works at, doing software QA and project management work, but I was let go late last year and am currently unemployed (or really, semi-retired). My husband also does project management, so our skill sets overlap quite a bit.

About an hour ago, he called me for some help. He was trying to set up a new process in their task-management software (that's Jira, for those of you who care), and he didn't know how and was stuck. It's not something you do often in the first place, and this one was particularly tricky. (And Jira is a complicated piece of software, so it's difficult to learn to use well.) However, I'd done that particular task for him once, albeit nearly a year ago now, so he figured that I would be able to figure it out.

But, like I said, I'd done it a year ago and haven't been working with the software for nearly six months now, so no, I didn't remember how to do it. (Though I will say that I remembered and understood many things a lot better than he did.) We spent an hour going back and forth over the software, trying to find the right things to create and set to get it working. Even having the example of the previous process I'd set up only helped a small amount.

We finally got it working, and he turned to me and said, "Okay, now I'm going to write this down, because I'm going to have to do it again for this other project soon." I kind of grinned at him and said, "Do you guys still have the documentation archive? Because I think I might have already done that." He opened the docs and... yes, there it was, full, step-by-step instructions (as in, go here, click this, and this is why you're doing it that way -- that much detail). He just kinda stared.

I'm still laughing.

Oops!

Feb. 25th, 2025 10:21 am
shivver: (Much Ado)
I was filling a fountain pen and accidentally spilled the ink all over my hands. It was brownish-red ink (Robert Oster's Astroquiza Rot, if you must know), and now I look like I murdered someone.

I guess I'll go do some dishes. That'll get the stain out.
shivver: (Ten with kitten)
Until trobadora posted yesterday, I had totally forgotten that [community profile] dwfiction existed! I looked at the comm, and other than trobadora's fic and [personal profile] scifirenegade's fic last month, there'd been no traffic since July. I guess DW fanfic on Dreamwidth is mostly dead?

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shivver: (Carver)
I know I've said a few times over the years that I don't have friends, and it is really true in one sense. I don't have anyone I'm close to, that I hang out with and talk to, except my husband. My band director Tim is probably the closest I have to a friend here in town, since I see him every week at band rehearsal and we chat about things outside of music and help each other out when one needs something, but we're not particularly close; he just happens to be the closest. I have a couple of people that I talk to online, but not like about personal stuff or anything. We have specific things we talk about but rarely stray out of that.

And that's fine by me. I don't know why, but I really am an introvert, in the sense that dealing with other people exhausts me and I'd much rather just not. I'm not shy - I'm perfectly comfortable interacting with people, and in fact, my husband marvels at my ability to just walk up to a celeb at Gallifrey One and start a conversation.

Anyway, so when I say "a couple of friends", that really should be more like "a couple of acquaintances".

I've really grown to like [personal profile] purplecat's method of identifying people by a set nickname, so I'm going to start doing that... until I forget what nickname I used for them and make a new one up.

Friend 1: Skeleton )

An aside: Rowboat )

Friend 2: Bassist )
shivver: (DT snerk)
Stuff and things

Printer

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"Joy to the World"

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Oh, by the way...

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And random comments about current life

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And lastly...

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shivver: (Bus floor Midnight)
Or maybe it's that I hate printer companies. Or more specifically, I hate HP. But... I don't know why, but it's like printers are the most accursed objects in the history of the universe.

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shivver: (Conductor Roderick)
I did say a little while ago that I wanted to post more frequently. I'm not really succeeding at that, so here's a new attempt.

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shivver: (Bus floor Midnight)
Rant, if you couldn't tell.

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shivver: (capmjolnir)
It's been an eventful week, and I really need to get my thoughts down. In the ongoing saga of work, my former company did another round of layoffs, due to the major client (the big company that keeps reorganizing and cutting departments) cutting even more people.

My husband has survived the latest round, but now it's almost guaranteed that he'll be cut at the beginning of the year. Basically, his project is for the minor client who is funded by the major client... or I should say was funded by the major client, who just cut them as well. They are able to pay for my husband and two other people, but not for very long.

So, my former company, which at one time employed over sixty people, is down to about a dozen, and over half of that is staff, meaning, people who are not paid for by clients. The company is not actively looking for new clients because it's the end of the year, and is planning to start searching in January. Honestly, if they do manage to land a client, I have no idea how they're going to staff the project, with no engineers left.

Anyway, that's been the major downer. The other news is that I quit the trad jazz band I've been playing with for the past year and a half.

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The tl;dr of the cut is that things have been frustrating and stressful due to interpersonal stuff, not music stuff. I announced to the band that I was leaving after we finished our performance today, and I have to say, I felt really happy from that moment on. Not like a huge burden was lifted, but more like, hey, freedom from responsibility tastes really nice. Maybe I can get back to enjoying playing music again, without having to worry about band politics.
shivver: (DT Red Nose Day)
I'm not going to comment on the news of the day. I've already spent the day pretty upset, so why continue that here?

Instead, for your entertainment:

My husband has been waiting eagerly for book 7 in one of his favorite series, Dungeon Crawler Carl, which people say is the best LitRPG around. The author self-published books 1-6 but just got a publishing deal (because of the phenomenal success of the previous books), and so book 7 is his first traditionally-published book.

My husband only reads digitally now and the digital version is not ready yet, but the print version has just been distributed. The book starts on page 352. Yes, you read that right. Page 352. You start on page 352 and read backwards to page 1, then go to page 353 and read forward to the end.

No, the author says, it's not a gimmick he made up for the book. It's a printing error. I'm starting to wonder just how established and reputable this publisher is. :)
shivver: (DT Red Nose Day)
I'm trying to post more often and with meaningful stuff, but this is what you get today.

My husband and I were looking at this Imgur post showing dice with all kinds of numbers of sides and designs. The author included some description, written in a general, humorous style.

We got to the 11-sided die, which said this:

"The 11-sided die, the one where they gave up on pretending to make something ball-shaped. The reason for its existence is shrouded in mystery but scholars maintain that it's an ancient dialect for a whale's... no, that's the lion king."

And we were just like, "What?" I mean, first, what was the author going for with the ancient dialect thing? How does that relate to the shape of the die?

But then throw in a totally unrelated line from "The Christmas Invasion"? Especially when they made no other reference to DW in the article?

And then we were like, "Cool." Cos totally unexpected DW reference that we got.

(Yes, we do own a lot of these dice, including the d14 and the d100. We were disappointed that this didn't include the d34, which we both own.)
shivver: (Bus floor Midnight)
It's been a difficult past couple of days for us, though you'll probably read this post and laugh and say it's ridiculous.

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shivver: (Bus floor Midnight)
I am very much on edge today. As I've said in the past couple of posts, I'm taking some time off, not searching for a job and catching up with life. It's been nice, though neither as fun nor productive as I'd hoped it would be, but of course, that's my fault.

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New word!

Oct. 25th, 2024 09:45 am
shivver: (DT Red Nose Day)
I learned a new word today! "Nothingburger!"

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In other news...

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shivver: (Bus floor Midnight)
It's 21-Oct, one month and one day since I got home from my trip, and almost a month since I got laid off.

We knew that the layoff was coming - as I said before, we don't know why the company kept me around as long as it did; they had no work for me, just a few little things that no one else wanted to do - so we were pretty prepared. We'd been discussing this for a while and we had decided that I would at least take some time off, to enjoy life a bit, while we saw what happened with the company and my husband's job, and if that looked like it was going to last, my "time off" would just quietly morph into full retirement. We hadn't intended to retire this early, but we'd been calculating for both of us retiring at the same time. With one of us working, the income is enough that the other could not work.

(Of course, it's really unlikely that the company will survive past the beginning of the year, at which point, we'll both have to start looking for jobs, but we'll fall off that bridge when we come to it.)

The past few months (not counting the trip) has been me, working remotely as I have for the last four years, and pretty much tied to my desk. While I had very little work, in the form of three to four meetings a week that I had to attend and nothing else, I still couldn't go off and do other things for the other thirty-six hours, because I had to be here in case someone needed me. (They never did.) So, I was stuck at my desk, doing things that could be done at my desk, and could be dropped immediately.

Thus, I couldn't really do anything crafty that would require time to put away paints and other supplies, or play computer games that required saves or getting a character to a safe area. I couldn't go off and clean the house, or do laundry. About all I could do was write, though I didn't get much of that done. I did volunteer to do a couple of long tasks for the project my husband is on, thus racking up some "work" cred, and I spent a good amount of time organizing things on the company wiki.

When I got laid off, it was actually a relief! Now I can go do the things I wanted to do! And you know what? I'm STILL not doing it!

I'm absolutely amazed at how much "retirement" time is eaten up by work! Everyone says that retirement is busy, that you'll find you have too many hobbies to do and too many places to go. I'm not even talking about that. It's been a month, and I have not yet spent a single hour doing hobbies or playing computer games during the weekdays.

Granted, a bunch of the time has been spent cleaning up after the trip, which is something that will eventually be done. I had to pursue a number of refunds on things that went wrong. (The worst was attempting to request a refund on an upgrade from British Airways, when their flight got canceled and I was put on a different flight without the upgraded seat. That took two different refund enquiries and multiple followups just to get them to go to the right department.) I wrote reviews for all of the activities I went on. I'm still not done cleaning up the stuff I traveled with, not even considering dealing with the souvenirs. And I'm still working on transferring my travel journal in Google Docs to the paper journal (TARDIS-shaped, of course). I haven't even gotten to posting about my trip here.

But most of my time is taken up by other stuff. Cleaning things up, organizing things, laundry, scheduling things and making appointments... the list goes on. Part of it is implementing a new organization system for my stuff (my things, my tasks, etc.), and yes, I can see that it'll save a lot of time later, but right now, I'm wondering how in the world I managed to do all the things I need to do in a day while also spending eight hours a day working.

I've gotten a little bit of writing done, but that's mostly been in fifteen minute snatches just before going to bed. My husband keeps saying that I just need to relax during the day and I'm like, "When do I have the time?" Well, we'll see how it is in another month. In the meantime, yes, I will eventually write up my trip, but who knows when.

Blah

Jun. 20th, 2024 10:41 pm
shivver: (Bus floor Midnight)
So it's Thursday already. I really wanted to post a review of "The Legend of Ruby Sunday", but I never got around to it and the second half comes out tomorrow, so I figured, why bother now? Also, it was going to be "just a few comments, but not a full review because I don't want to really say anything until we get the full story", so no loss there.

I will say that I really enjoyed the episode, and that I'm not sure it that it didn't open up more questions than it managed to answer. Omg, what is up with Mrs Flood? And I loved the listing of the pantheon! The Mara! Can't wait to meet Reprobate. Yes, I have theories, but it's not worth the time to discuss them now, when we'll have real answers in about eighteen hours.

As soon as the episode was over, we popped in "Pyramids of Mars", and that was enjoyable, too. I remember watching it very early on in my nascent obsession with DW and not finding it particularly interesting or good, but now, after many years and a lot more DW education, I really enjoyed it. And now I'm prepared for the new episode tomorrow.

But the real reason things have been a mess this week is because we got thrown another curveball at work. Without going into detail here, the client company, after finally revealing their new plan which cut their only productive division (the one we mostly work for) in half and causing us to lay off nearly half our people, decided not a month later to pivot again and cut the division entirely. They're shutting down the division's product - the only product they've created in over two years that actually works and is complete - and dismissing the workers. They're keeping the division that spent those two years squabbling with itself and failing to produce anything workable.

I highly suspect this is a political move, that the directors of the other division, who have more political clout and need to preserve their own jobs, convinced the C-level people that they could re-create our division's product cheaply and quickly, and using the tech that C-level people favor (which happens to be older, less powerful tech as well). Time will tell if that's the case, and if it is, it's not likely to succeed. After all, they were unable to produce their own working software; why should we expect them to be able to produce something that they have no knowledge about? And they're not even going to build on what already exists. They're actually getting rid of all the people who know how to do what they want to do.

But, this does mean that our company is in trouble. At this point, our C-levels are trying to find ways to occupy people so that we don't have to lay people off. They said that they're not laying people off immediately, that it'll be something like three months before that will have to happen, and they have some leads, so they're optimistic at least for some people.

It's very likely that I'll be first on the chopping block, since I'm not a dev, no one wants QA as the first people on a project, and there are other project managers that would be more qualified to manage any projects that come in (my husband being one of them). But I'm really not bovvered. I'm back to the state of "whatever happens happens, and I'll be glad to have some time to devote to my own life".
shivver: (Carver)
Well, I'm most of the way through the first week in my new job situation. It's... interesting. I mean, things are much easier, and yet frustrating in some ways.

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